Up at an ungodly hour simply because I cannot for the life of me seem to sleep. The Cannot Sleep = Is Awake equation though simple is annoying because I am so restless to be done with today so that I can move on to tomorrow and day after or even preferably a day after that. I am restless, and it kills me that I don’t know why.
l tried to do interesting yet totally useless things these vacations. For example, I can now successfully colour my hair purple on photoshop. I can also state that I am American (which I am not) and ask a girl out for a drink in a hotel (which I am not particularly interested in doing) in Japanese. Of course, the coolest non goal that I achieve will be the one that I don’t tell anyone about.
In a wisdom dawned on her moment, I’ve come to realize how sad it is that all of life’s moment’s have been reduced to the simple question of ‘is it facebook worthy or not?’ There was a point where going to a place, eating a new dish, hanging out with friends, my bloody homework was in danger of being photoshopped to look nice on facebook…just thinking about it is depressing…maybe I should put it up as my status message, ney?
So yes getting back to the non point, I am going to achieve some awesome non-goals that only I and Only Me will know about (do not point out the faulty logic of telling you about not telling you about it in the first place). All you need to know…is that it will be Brilliant…this utterly useless and unimportant thing I achieve!
And I have all the time in the world to do it…fifth year…final year in college is strange. I do not like it much…I think it’s still too early in the day to get all weepy and sentimental and see everything with extra rosy glasses and yet it’s late enough that the inevitability of it all is damnably inescapable.
Which is one of the main reasons, I find myself blogging here again…I am one of those people, who if they kick a stone on a road will ensure that the stone gets kicked back to a nice new corner with other stones or at least off the middle of the road. (yes yes, you are totally not being decieved …i feel bad abandoning a stone that got kicked out of its proper place in the universe because of my whim) Anyway, the point being that I started this blog way back ~ just before I got into law school~ and I can’t seem to fully abandon this rather shoddy work which is perpetually in progress till I haul myself out of this place.
anything and everything must be blamed on sleep deprivation…only exceptions being my general weirdness.
